SoFtBaLl[myworld] somewhere along the way, i lost myself-=+ *still I rather rescue myself*

[- Sunday, October 26, 2008 -]

OMG LONG TIME NO BLOG! ANYWAY! this post was just to notify ppl from my cell:P
summary of 2008: chaotic. rough and now its the end:S i still loved this year thanks to my teammates and my cellmates:D

thanks to diane rach gi shi and clare! you guys really impacted my life and changed it:D i made alot of realisations and well i have decided to devote my life to God:D

THANKS TO MY TEAMMATES WHO ILL ALWAYS LOVE FOR MAKING TRAINING SCHOOL AND EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE SO FUN! if it werent for you guys i wouldnt even have made it through school all these years:D thanks for the very happy memories! remember we will CONTINUE TO TRAIN AND WORK HARD TOGETHER FOR THE REMAINING YEAR :D NATIONAL CHAMPS BABYY!! AND OS! :S we WILL get through all of this TOGETHER:D I LOVE YOU GUYS:P have a safe flight for sabbaticals! ill MISS YOU GUYS!! ill bring back sth for you guys from US :D

THANKS TO MY CELLMATES FOR WELL MAKING CHURCH FUN ESP YOUTH RALLY!! MOSH! HEH (hint hint to mike) though there were many fights and quarrels thanks for being there to talk to me when i was down(christine and kristen) and for always being there to cheer me up (retarded mike :P) you guys rock!

thanks to someone ;) for being there for me throughout the year.. putting up with my emoness and cheering me up with your lamness... thanks for being such a trustworthy friend and sorry if i had behaved rather :S you dont deserve it after all you have done for me :D i appreciate everything you have done and sorry if i had wasted your time and effort sometimes :S you're awesome:) have FUN and a safe flight to france! ill miss you!

LASTLY: I WANNA SAY THANKS TO GOD! it was by God's grace that saved my life (for those who know what happened on mother's day ;))thanks for always being there for me esp during this chaotic year! i WILL keep the promise that i made to you:D

to the sec3 softballers: i know the sec3 results were not satisfying but dont let it bring down your morale:D we have nov and dec to really train hard and work hard for 2009! we have each other to trust and lean on... God will always be with us so we should give our all for the remaining last year in mg:D clinch that national champs! and excel! its our last chance :D and we will do it :D remember i am awake 24/7 if you guys need any help :D

to my cellmates: i am sure youth rally impacted some of you guys. well it has for me. and i wanna thank you guys for being more enthu about the band, cell and well bringing worship to the youths:D its gonna be great! our batch of sec3s will make a difference :D remember this is all for God, to serve him and spread his word :D sooo... presenting the tentative band:
kris, stef - vocals
mike - bass/ rythm
jon - drums
ange - lead
christine - keyboards
claire - violin?
heh the start would be hard but hey God will make everything turn out right, right? so lets just give our all to practice, learn and bring worhsip for youths to st iggys :D heh as for cell grp.. we will start meeting more regularly after class k? or maybe sats.. we can have worship.. sharing and stuff BEFORE we play and be retarded :P
5 nov: movie marathon
its from 3 to as late as possible (heh i needa stay up)
meet at KAP ill pick you guys up
we wont crash my place k? too many ppl :P you guys stay in the theatre next to the pool hee no way are u guys messing up my place before i leave for US

yeap thats about all... heh the holidays are gonna be super busy... hard, tiring and exhausting.. but God will get me, and get you guys (team) through:D DONT WORRY BE HAPPY! this holiday will be a BLAST! :)

peace out

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;10:58 PM;

[- Friday, July 04, 2008 -]

"i dont know why you have to throw everything at me all at once or why you are trying to do all this. maybe it was to see me crash. burn. and fall...but all i gotta say is that too bad for you i am not gonna let go and fall to my doom..
yes it's hard.. its tiring...it's really painful.. and its gonna get alot more worse.. but do i look like i give a damn? i didnt ask for all this to happen..i didnt ask to be sent to school...i just want to play softball.. just that...everything else is all TRYING to pull me down... i aint gonna list its too long.. besides its better i kept it only to myself...
just another 2 years till i can make my dream come true.. get away from here... playy softball.. have fun with teammates and friends... go to the beach everyday.. cant wait man.. so from now till then YOU can keep throwing wadever u want at me.. YOU can push me over the edge and i still wont care. cause for whats gonna happen after 2 years.. its worth it. bring it man. i am ready. and before we start yet another war. i just gotta say even if u push me off.. even if u stick a knife through me and twist like hell.. i will NOT lose to you. i will NOT give in to you. i WILL hang onto that edge. i WILL keep that knife in me and run the extra mile though i feel like i cant take another step. you'll see.
its all for the dream i have. its all for the game i love to play."

alright enough with the emo post.. YOUTH DAY! WOOHOO extended weekend! niceee..not much to blog about since sch is practically the same.. fun times being only training :D to all my friends and teammates from school whos feeling the stress and pressure: dont give up guys :D the first 7 months went by fast just think: work hard and perservere for another few more and we are on our way to sabbaticals! trust in the lord and double the effort! miracles do happen.. YOU can make anything happen.. its just how bad you want it... plus if u guys need help or anything theres friends all around:D plus those close to me know i kinda am awake almost 24/7 :D
and to bdiv softies:
heh cdiv season is over.. and ours is coming soon :S focus focus focus.. on studies and now i guess well we really have got to start training even harder.. NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIPS baby! its gonna be our last season in 2009 and we are sooo goona get what we want right?! yeah dont give up! i know the workload and tests and everything is increasing and EOYS are coming in 3 months BUT we can do it! cause we are THE MG softballers! really dont give up! i know u guys can do it :D
anyway ALL THE BEST GUYS! work work work hard.. and when ur tired........................................ WORK HARDER!
omg dont listen to that thats silly-- dont overwork!
have a funnn longg weekend!
peace out

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;10:44 PM;

[- Saturday, June 21, 2008 -]

i lovee the mg softballers u guys really rock my world!
from when we were in cdiv

till when we are in bdiv :S being sec3s and getting closer to O levels.. studying.. playing.. hanging.. training.. mugging together... you guys rock my socks man..thanks for all the wonderful memories:P LOOKING FORWARD TO THE REST OF SEC SCHOOL WITH U GUYS! heh sry the pics are kinda old :P and i am soo being absolutely random:S

heh there are too many photos to upload:S

anyway see u guys at training when sch starts :X

peace out

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;12:34 AM;

[- Friday, June 20, 2008 -]

SOFTBALL SOFTBALL I LOVE SOFTBALL!
heh i collected some awesome softball poems check it out! its alot:S :

PRAYER
The Softball Player's Prayer
God Grant me wisdom,
to tell a strike from a ball,
to know where to throw,
and never to fall.

Keep me always in the baseline,
running straight and true,
and I'll look for your sign
and stretch one into two.

God give me vision to,
see every pitch,
so if a player needs help,
I will see which.

Let me always hustle,
so I'll be at my best,
and take pride in myself
in sports and the rest.

God be my strength
when I throw the ball
when I'm far from home plate,
or against a wall.
So I never miss a base,

please guide my feet,
bring me home safely,
So my job is complete.

When I help a younger player,
help me always give praise,
so they will see you in me,
in all of my ways.

God please guide our coach,t
o be fair and smart,
to teach us to be good,
let it come from her heart.

Let me take a loss,
just as well as a win.
to do any less is surely a sin.

As long a I can play,
let me make my parent proud,
as proud as I am,
when they yell my name out loud.

However, my games end,
let me have fun
and if heaven has All-Stars,
I want to be one.

When my games here are over
and my seasons are done,
let me play on your team,
just like your son.
Amen
- Unknown

WHAT SOFTBALL IS ALL ABOUT
The game I play
Softball is the game I play
I love to play it any day
I hit the ball it went "Ka Boom"
it felt like it may go to the moon
I ran like lightning to the base
You should have seen that pitcher's face
I flew like a bird
I made it to third
I started to run....will I make it home?
I was like a dog running for a bone
I slid into the base
I looked at the ump's face
then he said "safe!"
-Amanda Renee Glander

Poem 1
The batting practice and ground balls, the pops and line drives,
all this is just practice, just another day in our lives.
Early morning wake up's, breakfast on the go,
Short shorts, sliders and tank tops,
it's not like we're in a fashion show.
Double headers and late night games, weekend tournaments, and practice in between, players, team-mates and best friends,
for some people softball never ends.
It's the winning hit,
it's the ground ball saving dive,
and playing with all your heart, which keeps the love of the game alive.
The hard to catch fly ball, and the third strike call,
it's all part of the game, a game which you have to give it your all.
In this unpredictable game of softball, the game which we respect, play and love,
anything goes, dropped balls and strike outs
and all that I have mentioned above.
- Arielle

Poem 2
More than a sport, more like a passion,
red dirt and bruises are in fashion,
the wind up, the pitch, scrambling defense, this is what softball is all about,
intense parents in the stands,
anxious coaches waving their hands,
the swing of the bat,
making contact,
this is what softball is all about,
the bat, the ball, the bases, the glove,
this is softball, the game that I love.
- NHS Lady Dragons

Poem 3
Softball tans and scars and bruises.
This is the life that one chooses.
When they step up with that bat in their hand.
Getting ready to hit everything that they can.
Everyone will remember the great catches.
The huge expenses. The look of joy upon the faces.
As the girls they round the bases.
Softball is all they know.
It isn't just for the show.
The love it with all their heart.
Wouldn't give it up from the start.
The sound of a ball hitting leather.
Lightens every girl's heart to the weight of a feather.
For the love of the game.
For the cheers of the crowd.
Every girl wonders and they gather around.
Join in the cheers.
Surrounded by peers.It's every girl's dream .....
Be Proud of Softball.
- Emma

Softball player’s destiny
Practicing throws and ground balls, line drives, pop flies, for some it's just another day in there lives.
But not for me and my team,
we live for the early morning wake up's, the shell station breakfast, sliders, long shorts and razor backs, it's an all summer thing.
Tournaments every weekend, practice everyday,
your teammates are you best friends and together you will stay.
To real softball players the season never ends,
it's just a longer wait till the next game begins.
We live for the farmer tans the scars and the bruises.
The field is our home, the place where we always want to be.
The bat in our hands ,
the fans in the stands,
our eyes focused on the coaches plans.
That is a true softball players destiny.
- No Name Player #56, Starkville Lady Volunteers

The softball girl
The Softball girl peeks out her bedroom window
It looks like it is going to be a beautiful day
Front doors open up, and ghgcome out
Each laughing and jumping ready to play.

But the softball girl closes her window
and turns to check her gear
Jersey, hat, sliders, socks and shorts.
Yep everything is here.

As she comes down the stairs, mom is packing snacks.
her dad is packing up the car.
Today's game is a doubleheaderand the field is pretty far.
As they drive down the streetshe waves to her friends
She isn't sad or envious
Because soon the game will begin.

As they pull up to the field
She spots the girls from her team
The kids back home are good friends
But her teammates are her second family.
They stretch out and run their laps.
And now they focus their minds
for months they've practiced all the drills.
Now it's time for them to shine

They line up their helmets and stack their bats
From the bench they study the other team.
The girls aren't thinking evil hateful thoughts.
Instead it is respect and anticipation of the game

As each girl digs into the batter's box
To try to hit the pitcher's best
They give it everything they have
The situations in the game challenge them,
but they pass every test.

The shortstop dives and snares a drive
and throws the runner out from her knees.
Everyone cheers and claps their hands.
A forgotten fact the shortstop just turned 10 last week.

The game is done and the teams lineup
To shake each others hand
Heart felt praise is exchanged between them.
Two dozen softball girls, each who should be proud of what they have accomplished this day.

Who won the game, what was the score?
It really shouldn't matter.
If that were the only reason they played
nothing could be sadder.

The softball girls has set the goals.
That she wants to achieive
her dedication and commitment
will allow her to succeed.

No matter what path she takes in life
She will remember the "life lessons" that softball taught
No one will ever tell her she can't do something.
She has learned what it takes to succeed and theses things will never be forgotten.

As they turn down her stree
the softball girl waves to her friends
She smiles and feels joy in her heart
As she goes outside to play with them, she sighs "What a perfect way for the day to end."
After all last week she just turned 10.
-Coach Bill

WILL AND ATTITUDE
A softball player's poem
Patience is a women's greatest virtue, or so the saying goes.
A softball player must have said it, for a softball player knows,
that in this funny sport of ours, discouragement runs high,
and at times the very best will find, this virtue's passed us by.
When knees are cut from sliding, when every muscle's sore.
Can a softball player still have patience, to limp on the field for more?
When you've lost games you should've won, and progress seems so slow.
Can you have faith in better days? and not feel sad and low?
Can you admitt you're frightened? yet not give into fear?
Can you conquer pain, frustration, and often even tears?
When someone else does something, you've tried so long to do.
Can you really be happy for them? or pity just for you?
And when success seems far away, you're efforts all in vein.
Can you force yourself to smile, and disregard the pain?
And if despite the tribulations, you can say "I won't give in".
Then maybe some day you'll discover, that now's your time to win.
- Arielle, Youth Softball Player

its all in the mind
If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you like to win but think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't.
If you think you'll loose, you've lost.
For out of the world we find, success begins with a fellow's will,
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you're outclassed, you are.
You've got to think high to rise.
You've got to be sure of yourself, before you can ever win a prize.
Life's battles don't always go, to the stronger or faster man,
but sooner or later the man who wins, is the one who thinks he can.
- Unknown Player, Church Point High Lady Bears

Just a little girl
She stands at home plate with her heart pounding fast.
The bases are loaded, the die has been cast.
Mom and Dad cannot help her,
she stands all alone,
a hit at this moment would send her team home.
The ball nears the plate,
she swings and misses,
there's a groan from the crowd with some boos and hisses.
A thoughtless voice cries, "Strike out the bum!"
Tears fill her eyes, the game's no longer fun.
Remember, she is just a little girl who stands all alone.
So open your heart and give her a break,
for it's moments like this a woman you can make.
Keep this in mind when you hear someone forget,
she's just a little girl and not a woman yet.
- Hillary, Lady Vipers

LOVE FOR THE GAME

This is all for the love of the game
I shrugged my shoulders, and took a practice swing,

The girls on the bench, began to sing.

The pitcher on the mound, took her place,

And got a lop-sided grin on her face.

I looked at the coach,

as the signals started to come, I watched them go by, one by one.

She needed a single, that was it,

Nothing fancy, just a hit. I got so nervous,

I don't know why, it was just a game, not a guy.

I took a deep breath and watched the ball fly,

Heard the crack of the bat, and said good-bye.

The shortstop fielded it and made her throw,

I concentrated on the base, I couldn't be slow.

I couldn't let my team-mates down, couldn't bear my coach's frown.I beat the ball,

I knew I was there, so when I was called out,

I cried out in despair. I

wanted to yell and let him see, just how much this hit meant to me.

I needed to prove to myself that I was good, I needed to know that I could.

Striking out left you not the same.

But I guess this is all for the love of the game.
- Ashley, Salem Rocks Softball

My game
Crossing over third, sprinting for home plate,

Am I going to score, or am I too late?

Running with no fear, just that crazy look on my face,

I slide into home with the dirt rising to my face.

Standing in the batter’s box,

Thousands of thoughts, My knees shaking,
butterflies racing,

I am a bomb ready to explode!

My eyes locked on the pitcher, Like an eagle seeking its prey.

Is this going to be a hit? Is it going to be the best of the day?

I’m waiting and ready at third, My infielders all around, ready for the play.

The determined look in their eyes, all on alert.

Sweat dripping from our faces, falling to the dirt.

Our bloody swollen fingers, bruised arms and legs,

The scarred knees that will never ever go away,

Pain isn't on our minds, It’s the pride and memories that last forever.

Bruised, bloody, broken, All for this sport,

I’ll never hold back.

I play it, live it and love it. Softball - my sport, my game, my life.
- unknown

A True Love for The Game
It's in that girl that struck out swinging,

and instead of throwing down her helmet angrily,

goes and ask what she did wrong so that she can do it right the next time.

Unlike others on the team,she, eager and ready for practice,

comes a bit earlier than the others,

and may stay after even a long practicefor extra help or tips.

She seems to learn quickly,but it's not that she's smarter.

It is the extra practice and work she does.

Even when no one knows about it.

When there is no team practice, just for extra practice.

She seems happiest when on the field.

And rejoices in not only her own,but her team mate's achievements.

Whenever a person makes a bad play and is discouraged,

she brings up a good play that that person made earlier.

She listens to the coach with interest in her eyes,not bored and uninterested.

She'll take advice and use it to her advantage,

takes extra time to learn plays, signals and situations.

She may not be the fastest, strongest or biggest,

but she tries her best, runs her fastest,

uses the strength she has .

Not boastful or prideful but a true sport

Willing to help another player.

She dreams of being the best,and works and strives for it

instead of waiting for it to just come.I

t can be called determination, sportsmanship,and many other names.

It is "A True Love for The Game."

-M. Megan Smart

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;9:01 PM;

[- Thursday, June 19, 2008 -]

Heyyyy everyone!! Came to post b4 school starts AGAIN
Anyway
Monday!
We had training in the morning omg I could NOT wake up.. we had like a mini game with the juniors and I was catching for Stacey and cause of catching I got like so many bruises -_- damnn needa work on catching batting AND THROWING.. blehh slack too much already.. hahah it was qute fun
After that we went to KAP to eat lunch.. its been a longg time since I went there..
Later we all walked back to sch and took the bus to Kallang baseball field.. it was a damn longg ride and I ALMOST fell asleep
Lol at Kallang we warmed up under the SCORCHING sun it was like OBS lol later we pasted some weird stuff on ourselves for the batting course then went to do batting.. it was like batting and fielding for 2 hrs.. IT WAS DAMNN FUN but after a while we were getting hungry and tired cause THERE WAS NO BREAKS lol and I started talking gibberish to shi-_- not my fault I was hungry heh then after batting we rushed off to the some weird leisure place to eat we were soo hungry we left the bats behind :S then I ran back to get it and cause of that we owe ms chua 10 FRIGGING ROUNDS bleh.. anyway we had a damnn good dinner me jess and nat were practically sharing 3-5 dishes.. BIG ones lol plus BUBBLE TEA!! Lol
I was damnn full then we went to my house! Everyone was getting high in the car ESPECIALLY Jessica lim -_- hah my legs were like cramping cause all 6 of us were squashed.. haha at my house we went taking pics at the pool and I was all drenched thanks to the all fabulous megan and jess :P then megan jess mich and bel went back.. so me and nat went to 711 bought stuff went to the pool nad talked and talked

Hahha then she left
So I had to get back to work :S

Tuesday!
Boring
Physics lesson
Work
Work

WEDNESDAY! AWESOME DAY EVER
Okay! It started with training in the morning again! and we had another game.. I played catcher again and got another bruise :S damn gross one.. and one on my finger thanks to a grounder pitch so now its so damn hard to type and play the piano..
After game we went to pizza hut to eat! I was soo hungry I ate soo fast my stomach hurt after that:s mich bel and megan went out at the steps to eat KFC cause the stupid pizza hut guy didn’t allow then to eat..jess was getting her hair cut.. so left me nat shi and becky to at pizza hut.. the food was awesome..
Then we made or way to shis house. The sky was getting damn black but megan nat me shi and becky still went to swim anyway.. bel and mich went to read and listen to music… then it started pouring with lightening and thunder but we still went swimming HAHA the water was damn warm and we like seeked refuge under the the bridge haha and we started singing all kinds of songs.. and megan started getting high and danced around in the pool with michs umbrella singing the song umbrella -_- hahah it was damn fun and the rain was still pouring but then these 2 guys came up to us and told us to get out cause there was thunder and lightening -_- wadever man
Then we went to the sauna … damnn nice becks and I offed the lights and totally almost slept in there..
Later we went to the dance room.. everybody started getting high cam whorring and dancing.. while we waited for jess to come.. then we played a DAMN short game of taboo then went to play BILLIARDS!
AWW MAN I LOVE IT! When I turn of age I am soo gonna play every night.. we met 3 actors who were filming some weird show.. and they were like playing billiards cause they were bored when it was our turn so we were like practically having a short conversation with them.. how awesome is that!
Later everyone but me and nat left so we went to eat dinner at shis house.. well nat did I watched tv! Then later my dad sent nat back and I went back :S I didn’t wanna go home man I rather stayed at shis house!
Bleh ahahh

Thursday (today)
I read this book called mr candid.. its damn sad u guys should read it.. its abt this genius who went to Harvard at the age of 13! But he became a serial killer who killed ONLY criminals on the loose cause he suffered some emotional trauma thanks to his stupid father and crappy family.. when he came back from harvard after asking his gf to marry him, he killed his father who had killed his sister.. his mom died soo he was totally lonely.. he was also known as mr candid.. the famous hero who killed bad guys.. then this police officer found out his true identity but instead of arresting him they became good frens and he aided mr candid to kill one last guy..
Apparently this serial killer isnt a bad guy.. hes totally right.. he killed bad guys but that doesn’t mean is bad right? hes just a good guy which bad things had happened to him.. quote he just ahd "the mind of a muderer" thanks to his emotional trauma caused by his dad, but had the "heart of a saint"

the ending was so sad.. he wanted to stop all the killings and go find his gf he asked to marry 17 yrs ago before his emotional trauma but she was already married so he had to watch her from afar and lead a lonely life.. cause of that he didn’t wanna change and went on with his killings..:S
My sister totally cried after reading it.. lol he was like a total genius and everything if it weren’t for his crapped up family and F ing dad he wouldn’t be so lonely or confused or depressed plus he wouldn’t have hated his family and going home so much..

After reading all the more I wanna work harder get college overseas plus uni overseas and STAY overseas away from this condo man (but I am gonna miss the mg sb field plus softies plus my frens :S)

Lol had piano crapped it up thanks to swollen finger but it was fun anyway

Looking forward to training tmr! Lol just that I don’t wanna wake early :S bleh

Schools starting! Grrrrr
Anyway gotta go back to work :S
peace out

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;6:40 PM;

[- Sunday, June 08, 2008 -]

omgg my blog is damnn dead sigh i cant believe its the holidays.. sucks man its all training work training work going out:) (thats the best) hate the hols man everyones going overseas and some are already coming back then leaving AGAIN HAHA i am stuck in singapore i so wanna go back to pulau ubin .. heh me and my frens are planning to go to PU to play and stuff in dec hols plus i CANT WAIT for US sabbatical trip:P ALRIGHT MAN
anyway this hols started off damn great with OBS!! ALRIGHT AMUNDSEN!! i loveee OB MAN esp kayaking. my group totally made a new record 4hrs 30 mins around PU guys go beat that:P i hate prep it was boringgg but but the expedition was damn great! plus my group members were awesome! i totally miss you guys! heh i rememeber the last day me and mich totally sprinted to buy shirts:P and i miss that night on the jetty man i soo am going back there..
okay when i got back from OB i had church camp! HAHAH it rocked but OBS was wayyy better:P HAHAH ppl in my group were nick stef micheal mike tim yvette aunt kim and marissa.. we went to like Bishan park for an amzing race plus there was confession and mass.. surprisingly i wasnt tired at all :D sadly i left early bleh hahah but camp still rocked with all my frens christine liz stef yvette claire joy val etc. plus i met new frens marissa mike nick etc.
then after all the camps ended, sch started AGAIN bleh the sec3s and 4s had to go back on the first week sighh
lol but it was totally fun with all my classmates and teammates :p you guys make my holidays rock man and not any trip overseas:P
so so far hols are like: awesome fun training! fun trips with my frens! -_- work (sure like thats fun)
it seems quite boringg haha but i loveee it thanks to all my friends! shiqi! mich! bel! becky! nat! megan! jess! weeli!(softballers) plus everyone from class.. haha i totally realise that softball plus my frens really get me through sch and everything :D
cant waiitt to get out of home man.. why cant our sch have like a hostel then i can stay in sch and play with my frens and sb everyday.. bleh theres no one to wait for me at home.. no one to play with.. blehhh i am cooped up from morn till night except the times i go out.. watching tv listening to music (ALRIGHT! :D) and work hahaha
okay stuff to look forward to:
SOFTBALL TRAINING
OUTINGS WITH FRIENDS
GOING BACK TO SCH?
US SABBATICAL TRIP!!! ALRIGHT (in nov -_-)
aww man i cant wait for end years to end (i know its way far off) bleh just needa work harder for a few more months than there will be endless partying with frens.. sabbatical trip!.. trips to places i am soo longing to go to like PU.. sigh I totally miss that night at the jetty, sun rise and set by the beaches… christmas.. MY BDAE.. and along with all this there obviously is TRAINING :D and work -_-
oh man oh man i cant waitt for us!!! its like 14 days!! at jelly belly factory.. america universities.. fun disecting squid stuff(don’t get me started).. a whole day of shopping (dont really shop but i can spend the time getting stuff for frens)... a whole day of DISNEYLAND (2-3 hrs spent on analysing physics of a rollar coaster -_-).. UNIVERSAL STUDIOS... blablabla cant remember but best of all my frens from class plus 2E :D are gonna be there with me ! alright man :D
seriously sometimes i really feel like killing those ppl that make my life hard for me ;) sigh now back to work tv and musicc alrightt..i really miss those days where I could just hang with my frens all the time doing silly stuff and playing under the sun…WITHOUT my dad around-_- I lovee the nights man its when everyone is asleep and I can come alive and rule the house:P
ohohoh
this maybe late but BON VOYAGE MEGAN:P have fun at perth! and Shi!! HAVE A FUN TIME AT CHURCH CAMP WITH YOU KNOW WHO ;)
and to everyone!
HAVE A HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAY
before sch starts all over again -_- HAHA
and to softies see ya all at training tmr :P
peace out

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;12:52 AM;

[- Saturday, February 16, 2008 -]

gahh omg my blog is super dead... sigh it has been ANOTHER chaotic week..with the tests homework trainings.. by the end of training yesterday i was so dead tired i crashed out in the living room...the only happy day was training valentines day ! LOL i was super tired on vd but i went to sch extra early okay fine 10 mins early to give out flowers! hahah super fun!! thanks everyone for the sweets choc brownies cookies and flowers!! hope you guys would have a happy valentines day too lol this is so belated hahah.. thanks anyways.. esp the cookies and brownies they totally rock esp megans and michs and shers!! thanks sooo much!! gahh i gotta run extra hee ate too much!!
yesterdays training ruled man! we did lots of fielding and some batting... sigh i love the times when the softballers all come together!! love you guys sooo much!! those who are injured or sick remember to recuperate during the weekend and rest well everyone!!! (or else...)
sigh another busy week ahead.. i better fin all my work today or no time.. gosh i feel like going on a longg hol like touring the world.. that would be so fun! btw softies do u guys wanna have like a softie outing to go to acjc carnival?? so far me nat and weeli are going!
i cant wait for hols man.. gosh next week i would be missing el quiz for acsi investature and bio test for nationals! oh man plus all the prjects and bla gosh.. and ithought only jan would be chaotic...
!!!! the nationals are starting next tuesday!!! against nanhua!! oh man i cant wait!!!! we can all do this softies!! last year we got all the way to 3rd this year we are gonna own round one, round two and semi finals and finals!!! we can do it man!! everyone knows this mg softball team rocks!! :D we have the skills and the physical now we just need out mental.. remember guys: agressiveness, confidence and focus! we can do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh and watch ms chuas clips and ur softball hw!!
anyway i gotta go clear my stuff.. i just realised after many years that my sister has been taking almost all the space in my room... now i am gonnaa fight for somemore!!!

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;6:03 PM;